Well I’ll be damned… She lives!
Ok, I don’t owe a single one of you an explanation concerning why this blog has not been taken care of in all this time,
But, because I do need a bit of fresh content to fill up this post, here goes:
I have been unfolding.
It’s not that I had taken a COMPLETE hiatus from writing or anything,
it’s just that my writings have been a bit dark and depressing for a while.
A reflection of the mental space I’ve been in.
My journal, however, is an interesting read. I let the fav read through one and after a whole pep talk and motivational chat about how I “got this and it’s gonna be ok”,
the conversation moved to “when’s the next one coming out?” lol, such a charming one that one.
Fav has now read all eight of the releases from my selection of therapy memoirs (written in a time when I lived in a t-shirt printed with bold letters that spelled:
“YOU’RE NOT MY REAL BOYFRIEND”, I was never sure of that shirt).
Ok wait you guys… I’m sorry about the beginning bits of this post… it seems a bit harsh now that I think about it.
But “what is done is done, and cannot be undone” said Lady MacBeth.
Again with the drama, Theri, jeez!
I would like to say though, I plan to resuscitate my blogger ways, I’m thinking about sharing a few excerpts from my therapy journals.
A prospect I find quite terrifying.
All the entries seem so naked.
Maybe in them, any of you may find pictures of yourselves.
Maybe somewhere in between, someone finds a hand to hold on to, how beautiful it is to feel in your time of isolation, that you are not alone.
Maybe, we’ll forgive me for being away so long. I forgive me, lol.
I’ve arrived at a patch of life that has flushed me into a river of happiness. I am never sure whether or not it’s real, but at least it feels exciting.
I haven’t felt excited in some time, at least not for long enough to feel I’m getting back a sense of control over my life.
I’m moderately empowered, perhaps I’ll ride this wave with a lot more confidence than normal.
Thank you guys for asking (and asking and asking) about when I’m going to attend to the blog.
Though my actions haven’t reflected much optimism, I do appreciate that you all think my thoughts are worth checking up on.
I love you guys.
I mean it.
We are now in a relationship.
Such is our involvement with each other.
Lol.
I’ll keep you (wait for it…) posted. See what I just did there?
Are you not entertained?!
Ok bye.
